Broken Dreams

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     There is grey in your hair.
     Young men no longer suddenly catch their breath
     When you are passing;
     But maybe some old gaffer mutters a blessing
     Because it was your prayer
     Recovered him upon the bed of death.
     For your sole sake—that all heart‘s ache have known,
     And given to others all heart‘s ache,
     From meagre girlhood‘s putting on
     Burdensome beauty—for your sole sake
     Heaven has put away the stroke of her doom,
     So great her portion in that peace you make
     By merely walking in a room.
     Your beauty can but leave among us
     Vague memories, nothing but memories.
     A young man when the old men are done talking
     Will say to an old man, ‘Tell me of that lady
     The poet stubborn with his passion sang us
     When age might well have chilled his blood.‘
     Vague memories, nothing but memories,
     But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed.
     The certainty that I shall see that lady
     Leaning or standing or walking
     In the first loveliness of womanhood,
     And with the fervour of my youthful eyes,
     Has set me muttering like a fool.
     You are more beautiful than any one,
     And yet your body had a flaw:
     Your small hands were not beautiful,
     And I am afraid that you will run
     And paddle to the wrist
     In that mysterious, always brimming lake
     Where those that have obeyed the holy law
     Paddle and are perfect. Leave unchanged
     The hands that I have kissed,
     For old sakes‘ sake.
     The last stroke of midnight dies.
     All day in the one chair
     From dream to dream and rhyme to rhyme I have ranged
     In rambling talk with an image of air:
     Vague memories, nothing but memories.