I a little bit to collect you bring to my disappointment, I repeated to calculate the disappointment, over and over again, ask themselves but also save much disappointed to my left. But perhaps only in enough time, I will know what is the answer to the problem.
At the beginning, I was very sensitive to disappointment, as long as you can't reach my expectations, I will be disappointed. Unconsciously, I have saved a lot of disappointment, although I am not completely disappointed with you, but then we have gone through a long way. I thought that disappointment soon will have saved, we will soon break up, the unpredictability of life, despite a disappointing experience, I still can't malicious to leave you.
Slowly, I seem to be a little numb, or to be tolerant of some of you, not so easy to receive disappointment. Even so, you don't stop to let me down. Side tried to persuade me to leave you, they will to longly advised me to think clearly, will scold me if I possessed, even to each other friendship threat I don't break up do not even friends. Although I know they are good for me, but they only see the sadness of my face, I can not see the calm in my heart. I know one day I will leave you, but not now, as long as I one day no to you disappointed, there is no way to completely let go. I'm waiting, waiting for a moment to let me go.
I can feel you and I have already entered the countdown, disappointment will want enough, but you are not aware of, as usual. Every time I'm disappointed at you, I'll do it for you. Gradually, I even see you and contact your number are reduced. Later, I finally saved enough to leave the disappointment, quietly and you say goodbye. When you to the same calm agreed to my decision, I know you have already noticed my dispirited and discouraged, but do not have to let me know. Perhaps you have tried to restore, perhaps you have already given up our love, perhaps...... What is the reason is not important, we do not disturb each other from now on, all of which are not relevant.
My friends know that I have decided to wake up, have said that to celebrate the new, I am laughing and refused. As a matter of fact, I have never regretted spend this period of time waiting. Although initially I a and I expected different outcome, then I is a miracle to let us go bald, but in the end I only waiting down saved. If there is no such waiting process, perhaps I have to separate or hope, that as long as I insist on working hard for a while, we will have another outcome. I'm glad I get through this period of waiting time, all hopes are exhausted, no longer give me any false hope. However, I still regret that we will be the end of this, not to achieve your first one's life and one's promise. In the future, the man who can do this for us is no longer in each other, nor does it have nothing to do with each other.
How disappointed I left enough to save? I've got the answer. Disappointment is the accumulation of one point one points in order to facilitate the decision to leave, but a long time of disappointment in the end it only took a few minutes to leave. I hope that we can be lucky in the future to meet a person who can achieve the promise, no longer disappointed, I wish we all can be happy.
我一點(diǎn)一點(diǎn)地收集你帶給我的失望，我反復(fù)地計(jì)算已存的失望，一遍遍地問自己還要攢多少失望才夠我離開。但也許只有在攢夠的時(shí)候，我才會知道這個(gè)問題的答案是什么。
一開始，我對失望很敏感，只要你達(dá)不到我對你的期望，我就會感到失望。不知不覺，我已經(jīng)攢了不少的失望，雖然不夠我對你徹底失望，但那時(shí)候我們才一起走過了一段不算長的路。我以為失望很快就能攢夠，我們很快就會分手，可世事難料，盡管經(jīng)歷了一次又一次失望，我還是無法狠下心來離開你。
慢慢地，我似乎有些麻木了，或者說對你寬容了一些，不再那么容易就接收到失望。即使如此，你也沒有停止讓我失望。身邊的人都勸我離開你，他們會語重心長地勸我想清楚，也會痛罵我是不是鬼迷心竅了，甚至以彼此的交情威脅我不分手連朋友都不能做。雖然我知道他們是為我好，但是他們只看到了我表面的悲傷，看不到我心里的平靜。我很清楚我有一天一定會離開你，但不是現(xiàn)在，只要我一天沒有對你失望透頂，就沒有辦法完全放手。我在等，等一個(gè)讓我瀟灑離開的時(shí)刻。
我能感覺到我和你已經(jīng)進(jìn)入了倒計(jì)時(shí)，失望將要攢夠了，可是你并沒有察覺，一如往常。如今我每對你失望一次，我就少做一件以前會為你做的事情。漸漸地，我連見你和聯(lián)系你的次數(shù)都減少了。再后來，我終于攢下了足夠我離開的失望，平靜地和你說再見。當(dāng)你以同樣的平靜同意我的決定時(shí)，我才知道你早已察覺我的心灰意冷，卻不曾讓我知道。也許你也曾嘗試過挽回，也許你早已放棄了我們的愛情，也許……是什么原因已經(jīng)不重要了，從今以后我們互不打擾，各不相干吧。
朋友們知道我的決定之后都覺得我終于清醒過來了，紛紛說要為我慶祝新生，我笑著拒絕了。其實(shí)我從未后悔花這一段時(shí)間等待，雖然最初我等的是一個(gè)和我預(yù)想不同的結(jié)局，后來我等的是一個(gè)讓我們走到白頭的奇跡，但最后我只能等待失望攢夠。如果沒有這樣的等待過程，也許我即使分開了也還是心存希冀，以為只要我再堅(jiān)持努力一陣子，我們就會有另一種結(jié)局。我很慶幸我熬過了這段等待的時(shí)光，把所有希望都耗盡了，不再給我任何假希望。但是，我依然遺憾我們會是這樣的結(jié)局，沒能實(shí)現(xiàn)你我最初一生一世一雙人的諾言。未來，能為我們實(shí)現(xiàn)這個(gè)諾言的人都不再是彼此了，也與對方無關(guān)了。
還要攢多少失望才夠我離開？我已經(jīng)得到了答案。失望是一點(diǎn)一點(diǎn)的積累才能促成離開的決定，但是再漫長的失望最后也只用了幾分鐘就離開。我希望以后我們都能幸運(yùn)一些，遇見一個(gè)能為我們實(shí)現(xiàn)諾言的人，不再失望，祝我們都能得到幸福。
At the beginning, I was very sensitive to disappointment, as long as you can't reach my expectations, I will be disappointed. Unconsciously, I have saved a lot of disappointment, although I am not completely disappointed with you, but then we have gone through a long way. I thought that disappointment soon will have saved, we will soon break up, the unpredictability of life, despite a disappointing experience, I still can't malicious to leave you.
Slowly, I seem to be a little numb, or to be tolerant of some of you, not so easy to receive disappointment. Even so, you don't stop to let me down. Side tried to persuade me to leave you, they will to longly advised me to think clearly, will scold me if I possessed, even to each other friendship threat I don't break up do not even friends. Although I know they are good for me, but they only see the sadness of my face, I can not see the calm in my heart. I know one day I will leave you, but not now, as long as I one day no to you disappointed, there is no way to completely let go. I'm waiting, waiting for a moment to let me go.
I can feel you and I have already entered the countdown, disappointment will want enough, but you are not aware of, as usual. Every time I'm disappointed at you, I'll do it for you. Gradually, I even see you and contact your number are reduced. Later, I finally saved enough to leave the disappointment, quietly and you say goodbye. When you to the same calm agreed to my decision, I know you have already noticed my dispirited and discouraged, but do not have to let me know. Perhaps you have tried to restore, perhaps you have already given up our love, perhaps...... What is the reason is not important, we do not disturb each other from now on, all of which are not relevant.
My friends know that I have decided to wake up, have said that to celebrate the new, I am laughing and refused. As a matter of fact, I have never regretted spend this period of time waiting. Although initially I a and I expected different outcome, then I is a miracle to let us go bald, but in the end I only waiting down saved. If there is no such waiting process, perhaps I have to separate or hope, that as long as I insist on working hard for a while, we will have another outcome. I'm glad I get through this period of waiting time, all hopes are exhausted, no longer give me any false hope. However, I still regret that we will be the end of this, not to achieve your first one's life and one's promise. In the future, the man who can do this for us is no longer in each other, nor does it have nothing to do with each other.
How disappointed I left enough to save? I've got the answer. Disappointment is the accumulation of one point one points in order to facilitate the decision to leave, but a long time of disappointment in the end it only took a few minutes to leave. I hope that we can be lucky in the future to meet a person who can achieve the promise, no longer disappointed, I wish we all can be happy.
我一點(diǎn)一點(diǎn)地收集你帶給我的失望，我反復(fù)地計(jì)算已存的失望，一遍遍地問自己還要攢多少失望才夠我離開。但也許只有在攢夠的時(shí)候，我才會知道這個(gè)問題的答案是什么。
一開始，我對失望很敏感，只要你達(dá)不到我對你的期望，我就會感到失望。不知不覺，我已經(jīng)攢了不少的失望，雖然不夠我對你徹底失望，但那時(shí)候我們才一起走過了一段不算長的路。我以為失望很快就能攢夠，我們很快就會分手，可世事難料，盡管經(jīng)歷了一次又一次失望，我還是無法狠下心來離開你。
慢慢地，我似乎有些麻木了，或者說對你寬容了一些，不再那么容易就接收到失望。即使如此，你也沒有停止讓我失望。身邊的人都勸我離開你，他們會語重心長地勸我想清楚，也會痛罵我是不是鬼迷心竅了，甚至以彼此的交情威脅我不分手連朋友都不能做。雖然我知道他們是為我好，但是他們只看到了我表面的悲傷，看不到我心里的平靜。我很清楚我有一天一定會離開你，但不是現(xiàn)在，只要我一天沒有對你失望透頂，就沒有辦法完全放手。我在等，等一個(gè)讓我瀟灑離開的時(shí)刻。
我能感覺到我和你已經(jīng)進(jìn)入了倒計(jì)時(shí)，失望將要攢夠了，可是你并沒有察覺，一如往常。如今我每對你失望一次，我就少做一件以前會為你做的事情。漸漸地，我連見你和聯(lián)系你的次數(shù)都減少了。再后來，我終于攢下了足夠我離開的失望，平靜地和你說再見。當(dāng)你以同樣的平靜同意我的決定時(shí)，我才知道你早已察覺我的心灰意冷，卻不曾讓我知道。也許你也曾嘗試過挽回，也許你早已放棄了我們的愛情，也許……是什么原因已經(jīng)不重要了，從今以后我們互不打擾，各不相干吧。
朋友們知道我的決定之后都覺得我終于清醒過來了，紛紛說要為我慶祝新生，我笑著拒絕了。其實(shí)我從未后悔花這一段時(shí)間等待，雖然最初我等的是一個(gè)和我預(yù)想不同的結(jié)局，后來我等的是一個(gè)讓我們走到白頭的奇跡，但最后我只能等待失望攢夠。如果沒有這樣的等待過程，也許我即使分開了也還是心存希冀，以為只要我再堅(jiān)持努力一陣子，我們就會有另一種結(jié)局。我很慶幸我熬過了這段等待的時(shí)光，把所有希望都耗盡了，不再給我任何假希望。但是，我依然遺憾我們會是這樣的結(jié)局，沒能實(shí)現(xiàn)你我最初一生一世一雙人的諾言。未來，能為我們實(shí)現(xiàn)這個(gè)諾言的人都不再是彼此了，也與對方無關(guān)了。
還要攢多少失望才夠我離開？我已經(jīng)得到了答案。失望是一點(diǎn)一點(diǎn)的積累才能促成離開的決定，但是再漫長的失望最后也只用了幾分鐘就離開。我希望以后我們都能幸運(yùn)一些，遇見一個(gè)能為我們實(shí)現(xiàn)諾言的人，不再失望，祝我們都能得到幸福。